I have no willpower.
Regular readers know I tend to leave exams feeling pretty badly, even without rational justification. I've cried over Tax (in which I did well) and Contracts (in which I did ok) and not over Family or Biz Org (which I knew I bombed and did in fact bomb).
Labor Law was a disaster . . . and I'm not crying.
This is either a sign of 2L-itis, of maturity, or insanity.
Oh well...
Going dark again.
I don't like it when bloggers disappear without explanation. It makes me think something terrible happened, like that they were hit by a car, instead of the more likely and more mundane reason, that they got too busy or too bored to blog. I also don't enjoy blogs wherein most of the posts are a breathless "too busy to write more, but I promise to be better. . . ." This is always especially ironic when its the most recent post and yet is over a few months old. I promised myself if I ever became that blogger I'd give up the game.
I am at a blogging crossroads. I haven't liked much of what I've posted lately, yet I am not ready or willing to quit. I've been blogging regularly since May 2006 and average 20 posts a month. I keep up with a ton of blogs and spend more time goofing off around the intertubes than I care to admit.
So to keep you from thinking I am trapped under heavy furniture,* I'm stepping back for finals period. Any time I have just tried to dial back a little, I end up not doing it. Like most things in my life, I'm not good at moderation when it comes to the blog. It is all or nothing.
So, this was a long way of saying the blog comes full-stop until May 10.
See you then.
Edited to add: you know I really thought about this for a while before I wrote this post. I really wanted to do this, to step back. Yeah... it didn't actually happen.
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* Bonus points to the first reader who gets the movie reference.
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Sometimes we focus so much on the Mom part and less on the In Law School part.
This round-up seeks to restore the balance.
So this is law school:
Mutual antipathy with law school. Starting to Melt
Exams exhaust. Pt Lawmom
Last law school class, ever. Peanut Butter Burrito
Flashcards. Magic Cookie
3L ClassesMagic cookie
Rule against perpetuities makes these kids really need p0rn. Law student hot mama
Hooded. Proto-Attorney
End in sight. Dakota.
And just because I couldn't resist some Mommy stuff:
Something has to give. One New Duck
Another day in the life. Lag Liv
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Dear Awesome Summer Employer For Whom I am Truly Excited to Work,
I am sending you this letter advising you of the following. I have received your letter confirming the terms of my summer employment. You suggested a start date of Tuesday, May 27. Unfortunately, I am slated for jury duty in state court on Wednesday, May 28. I have used my postponements already, so I must appear on that date.
Sure, I am going to show you how oh-so-flexible I am -- I'll offer to start earlier and/or work later into the summer. What I haven't told you is that I am an idiot.
See, I had to postpone last time because I was scheduled for duty during December exams. I was originally re-scheduled for May 19, which would have been fine and dandy for your summer employment schedule, but I had a mandatory journal related thing I had to do that day. So I blew my second and final postponement by asking the court to bump me up a week.
Let the record reflect that this was before I secured employment and figured if I ever did get a job, it would start in June.
So here's why I am an idiot. The mandatory journal thing is on the 15th, not the 19th. So I blew my chance at postponement AND created this conflict all because I didn't double check the date of the journal thing.
Best regards,
your-otherwise-awesome-uber-qualified-summer-associate
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In the grand scheme of things, is this a big deal? Really?
No, of course not.
But I hate that I am causing "problems" before I even start.
Mostly because I haven't exactly mentioned the I-have-a-kid thing yet. Or that in mid-summmer, husband-is-leaving-for-three-weeks-so-I-will-be-solely-responsible-for-said-kid-thing yet.
Ahahahhahhaha!! Syesha in the bottom two. VFTW must be so happy. They saved Brooke. Thinking Dred-Boy is toast.
Call from Bullshark, wouldn't it be hysterical if Carly were in the bottom two with Syesha? Ha ha yeah, that would be great.
BULLSHIT!! Calling BULLSHIT!!
Carly is in the bottom two. All right, so she's in trouble. I mean, I'm still thinking Syesha....
This is going to be like when they sent home Gina last season -- she gives her best performance, but the accumulation of suckage plus the Sanjaya debacle got her sent home. That'll be the case for either girl here. Both did pretty well last night.
Oh. Man.
Ok, commercial over.
WHAT THE F**k???
Carly just got sent home???
I mean, I didn't think she'd win it, but I thought she could give Cook a run for his money if she made the finale.
Wow. Just. Wow.
The Michael Johns thing didn't shock me... this one did.
Quickie:
Bottom three predictions: Dred-boy, Syesha, and Brooke
Going home: Dred-boy... I think the 'vote for the worst crew' will keep Brooke in one more week.
I am starting to become a fan of David Cook, though I haven't Youtubed him yet.
First time since Holloywood week Syesha didn't make me angry or bored.
Anyone think it'll be two guys in the top 2 this year? I don't think the producers will like that. But a David/David head-to-head really is possible.
I scare people, apparently.
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I'd say the extra intensity comes from a series of family crises that has caused me to lose sleep, except I think I may be scary even when I'm not in crisis mode.
It's not the answer to life, the universe, and everything, but MILS Roundup #42 is up at Pt-Lawmom's place.
Back here next week.
I think I became a teacher because I wanted to awaken in my students the kind of interest in a wide variety of things as my teachers has done for me. Clearly, I was a miserable failure in this regard and that's why I am going to be a lawyer. But that's not the point of this post.
In fourth grade, I did a project on Saturn. It involved factoids on a poster and a painted orange Styrofoam ball and pins and paper rings. I vaguely remember it being pretty poorly done, but my parents were from the school of thought that a kid should do her own science projects. Yet every time I see a television show or magazine article on Saturn, I always read it. That silly Styrofoam ball created in me a little bit of ownership in Saturn . . . its my planet.
I'm not saying I know more about Saturn than I know about, say tropical fish, but I know more about Saturn than I know about Uranus.
I had the same experience with a project on the Great Rift Valley and Evolution. I did a minor in Anthropology in college that can be directly linked to that paper I wrote in 8th grade. I trace my obsession with Sherlock Holmes directly to my 5th grade English teacher.
There are perhaps a dozen other topics about which I continue to be curious that I can trace directly to a project I did for school. Maybe I wasn't a miserable failure as a teacher, because teachers never really know where their influence stops. Maybe that is the point of this post.
How about you? Anything from elementary school that "stuck"?
Background: my brother is in his mid-20's and has never done his own taxes, until this year. (I've always done them.) He figured he'd try the free tax software on-line because he is a grad student and his taxes aren't that complicated.
An instant messenger conversation from yesterday:
Brother (4:58:15 PM): question abt taxes
Me (4:58:23 PM): sure what up
"Brother" (4:58:31 PM): turbotax says NYS is giving me a 25,000 dollar refund... thats probably wrong right
Me (4:58:45 PM): ummm yeah
Me (4:58:53 PM): you didn't make that much
Me (4:58:56 PM): right?
"Brother" (4:59:15 PM): Federal Adjusted Gross Income$10,105 Standard Deduction$7,500 Satte Taxable Income$2,605 State Tax Withholding$25,192 Total Payments$25,192 Overpayment Net Refund$25,132
"Brother" (5:00:02 PM): make sense to you?
Me (5:00:27 PM): yes you made a typo someplace ... when you typed in your w2, there is a box that shows how much was withheld
Me (5:01:22 PM): you typed in the wrong amount -- it seems to think you paid 25,192 in state taxes
"Brother" (5:01:23 PM): oh okay... let me go back
"Brother" (5:03:32 PM): 251.17 is less than 25117.00
"Brother" (5:03:34 PM): haha
Me (5:03:39 PM): ha!
Me (5:03:48 PM): glad you caught it
"Brother" (5:03:49 PM): that would have been sick to have turbo tax direct deposite that into my account though
"Brother" (5:03:54 PM): AUDIT
Me (5:03:48 PM): ummmm, arrested???
"Brother" (5:04:06 PM): ride out the statute of limitations
. . .
"Brother" (5:07:57 PM): im pretty proud of myslef... next year i will file on april 13th
"Brother" (5:08:02 PM): as i get better and better
"Brother" (5:08:31 PM): state refund 266 dollars... damnit
Me (5:08:38 PM): that's good for state
"Brother" (5:08:45 PM): its no 25 Gs
. . .
Brother" (5:18:53 PM): all i have to do is file by today and i get the bush(shit) money?
Me (5:19:04 PM): yep
"Brother" (5:19:08 PM): f yeah
Me (5:19:42 PM): good to know the economic stimulus package is what motivated you to file on time this year
"Brother" (5:19:52 PM): haha
"Brother" (5:20:07 PM): well other than that i would have called you and begged you to file an extenion and had you do it
Me (5:21:42 PM): *sigh* just like last year... thanks for the memories...
Its been about 15 months since I first thought about whether trees have standing and Lujan v Nat'l Wildlife. Injury in fact, causation, and redressability. Memories, like the corners of my mind . . .
I never noticed that Justice Blackmun attempted to Scalia-smack the Scalia-penned majority in his dissent. You know, the technique Scalia often employs wherein he uses hypotheticals to take the majority's argument to its most entertaining 'logical conclusion.'
Blackmun tried it -- he discussed whether a "plaintiff alleging loss of consortium should make sure to furnish the Court with a 'description of concrete plans' for her nightly schedule of attempted activities."
(This made me laugh out loud, which tells me I need either some sleep ...or some consortium.)
I learned the following things today:
How to do the NLRA §9(d) two-step. Do you want to know? Really? Didn't think so.
Definition of "laboratory conditions." In the labor context, it means that the workers have to have an opportunity to indicate their choice as to representation free from undue influence and intimidation. Heard the term used all semester. Never knew.
Property rights matter, except when they don't.
Free speech matters, except when it doesn't.
And this exam is going to suck...
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So I am making an effort to do themes again. I picked some of the songs because the title alone seemed to fit the post, though occasionally, the sentiment of the song itself worked too.
Elton John Songs:
I'm still standing -- (kicked while down and still strong). One New Duck
Simple Life -- (bread & cheese?). Lag Liv
Can you feel the love? -- (Mama!). Law Student Hot Mama
Come down in time -- (young bloggers look at 50). Magic Cookie & Peanut Butter Burrito
I don't wanna go on with you like that -- (this doctrine is such a tease). Starting to Melt
The cage -- (apparently, no escaping Tax). Pt Lawmom.
Hakuna matata -- (we all feel that way sometimes, no worries) 2L Wannabe
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Playing "baby" with a stuffed bunny and a pre-schooler who wants to show me how good, how gentle he is with babies. And he shares his toys and sings songs and can be quiet at naptime too.
Peeing on a stick and seeing no hoped for pink line.
A loved one says something hurtful at a moment when you really didn't need that.
Standing in the shower until the hot water runs out.
And the weather is crazy.
My Saturday.
I read a Yahoo story (below) this morning because the headline intrigued me.
Thoughts, in no particular order:
I would be curious as to the actual poll wording. The Bible comes out as the "most popular" book. Was the question, What is the greatest/most important book of all time? Or what was the best book you ever read? I can see the Bible being the first response to the former, but maybe its just my brain, I probably would not have thought of it as a possible answer to the latter. Could be just me.
For #2, I get the GWTW/LOTR/HP responses. I'll even give you Steven King, though I've never read him myself. But Dan Brown?? Twice in the top 10??? What????
All right, I didn't read Angels and Demons. But I read Da Vinci Code. It was a good yarn, a rip-roaring fast read, and I enjoyed it at the time. But I didn't like it enough to go pick up everything the author ever wrote -- and I do that with most authors. And I would never read it again. Its in the same class as an early Tom Clancy, a good Grisham or Baldacci or Patterson to me -- books that I'll pick up, read in a summer's night, and only vaguely remember.
To me, a truly great book is one you want to read over and over. One you'll pick up in the middle and read to the end on a whim. Or one that you would recommend to a good friend, but buy her her own copy because you can't bear to give up yours. A book like that would be in my top 2 or top 10. And I can't imagine anything by the author of the DaVinci Code, let alone that book itself, making anyone's top 10.
Gotta get going. End rant, I guess.
The story, because if I just linked to it, it would be obsolete in a day:
NEW YORK (Reuters Life!) - When it comes to literary pursuits in the United States most people agree on at least one thing -- the most popular book is the Bible, according to a new survey.
It came in first in a Harris Poll of nearly 2,513 adults but the second choice in the survey was not as clear cut.
"While the Bible is number one among each of the different demographic groups, there is a large difference in the number two favorite book," Harris said in a statement announcing the results.
Men chose J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Lord of the Rings" and women selected Margaret Mitchell's "Gone With the Wind" as their second-favorite book, according to the online poll.
But the second choice for 18- to 31-year-olds was J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series, while 32- to 43-year-olds named Stephen King's "The Stand" and Dan Brown's "Angels and Demons."
Picks for second-favorite book also varied according to region. "Gone With the Wind" was number two in the southern and midwestern United States while easterners chose "The Lord of the Rings" and westerners opted for "The Stand."
Whites and Hispanics picked "Gone With the Wind" as their second-favorite book after the Bible, while African-Americans preferred "Angels and Demons."
"Finally, they may not agree on candidates, but one thing that brings together partisans is their favorite book. For Republicans, Democrats and Independents, the top two books are the same -- the Bible followed by "Gone With the Wind."
Dan Brown's "The Da Vinci Code," "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee, "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown, "Atlas Shrugged" by Ayn Rand and "Catcher in the Rye" by J.D. Salinger rounded out the top 10 favorites.
The saying goes, "if it ain't broke, don't fix it."
I am not so convinced the journal eligibility system we have is "broke," but there was a lot yammering today regarding how to go about fixing it. Not so much for Law Review, but for the other journals that have staffing problems.
We do mixed walk on / write on. Small per cent walk on, large per cent of class eligible to write on. For the write-on, its an all-journal competition, with Law Review getting first pick. Other logistics were up for debate as well, such as whether or not to end the suicide pact . . . er, three-day weekend approach and give the students a week. And if we extend it, whether or not to add a more extensive Bluebooking component.
Anyone on other journals elsewhere have input?
I couldn't sleep so I redid my taxes.
Well I had been procrastinating one piece of my taxes just because figuring it out was annoying. Not like I redid the whole thing. Anyway, one less thing to do tomorrow. I also saw Unbreakable -- the M. Night Shamawhatshisname, Bruce Willis movie. I saw it coming. I did.
The guy has made a career of the twist ending. I think what he should do next is like a murder mystery, and make all the clues point to something incredibly cliche like the butler, and make everyone think its the butler the whole movie and at the end... it turns out to be the butler. Everyone will walk out shaking their heads, like man, I never saw it coming. I was expecting this huge surprise and it was the butler all along. Awesome. He can probably get away with that... exactly once.
I think I'll go to sleep now. If I can.
How did it get to be April?
How did that happen? I have my first exam THIS MONTH, not next month in far far away May... this month!!
. : panic : .
I gave up Scrabulous for a while because it was affecting my ability to even pretend to be a law student -- for a while last semester, I could more accurately be described as a random lump sitting in a law school classroom that had wireless access. Well, it was most notable in two classes.
I was jonesing for a QUIZ on a triple word score though, and I came back with a vengence in the last week.
My Bingos in the last 7 days:
OXYGENS (for 135)
SoNGBIRD (for 89)
DELIMIT (for 84)
TIRELESs (for 74)
Sure, its no 200 point SeQUOIAs, nor is it a Super-Bingo like SINGHIOZZEREBBE, neither of which have I managed in my brief Scrabulous career.
But I'll take it.
As seen at Zuska's, Ana's, Useless Dicta's . . .
A list of things I have and have not done:
( ) smoked a cigarette (took half a drag on Mom's cig once... discovered smoking was not for me)
( ) crashed a car
(x) got drunk with a good friend
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted (youthful indiscretion, lipstick, not caught, not going on the bar app)
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight (more of a schoolyard-girl-slap fight)
( ) snuck out of my parent’s house
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) skipped school
(not in high school, closed campus. College and law school count, right?)
( ) seen someone die
(not sure what counts here. . . been in the room when the last breath taken, no. Been in the room when the body was still warm, yes.)
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire (accidentally set my hair on fire, and burned a painted fingernail... damn bunsen burners in chemistry class)
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing
(/) been moshing at a concert
(sort of)
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) lay on my back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up (oooh, unless wearing suits to interviews counts? cuz that's not really me)
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(I think I have at some point . . . but I never cheat on games and am ruthless to anyone whom I catch cheating)
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(never needed to)
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(not on the list: eaten rattlesnake -- yes)
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a goat
(x) won a contest
(lame local radio trivia contest -- I got movie tix)
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car crash
(x) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(probably... no specific memory)
(x) had deja vu
(x) had deja vu (glitch in the matrix)
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way I look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned my heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swum in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried myself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(ooh, this has happened recently too)
(x) done something I told myself I wouldn’t
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
(x) caught a snowflake on my tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(I am pretty sure it was misteltoe... could have been holly)
(x) watched the sun rise with someone I care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone roller-skating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger I loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sung in the shower
(x) had a dream that I married someone
( ) glued my hand to something
(glued my fingers together, yes)
( ) got my tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(I am the only person whose list I have read who said yes to this. Bullshark taught me what his father taught him: when you catch a fish and kiss it and throw it back, it tells the other fish you're nice, and you catch more fish)
(x) sat on a roof top
(and watched a meteor shower... good memory)
(x) screamed at the top of my lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(haven't ever pulled that off, and haven't done a two-handed one since I was 11)
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn’t take a shower for a week
(wait, yes, I think when I volunteered one summer in Appalachia, though I think we went swimming mid-week... not sure it was a full 7 days... might have only been 5... we had rainwater showers and had to conserve)
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) been scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
(x) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all my clothes on
( ) been told I’m hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it (will probably do this over the summer)
( ) caught a butterfly
(does one landing on you count? I'm going with no -- caught implies intent) (x) laughed so hard I cried
(x) cried so hard I laughed
(x) cheated on a test (7th grade religion exam on the ten commandments. I couldn't keep them in order without a mneumonic so I wrote the mneumonic letters on my desk. I still feel horrible about that. Oh, and the nun caught me.)
( ) owned a Britney Spears CD
(downloaded a sinlge -- yes -- "Everytime" is a good song)
(x) forgotten someone’s name (ooh, a huge problem for me)
(x) French-braided someone’s hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of my house
( ) been kicked out my house
(x) had a fantasy over someone I love as a good friend
( ) sun-tanned naked
( ) ran naked in the rain
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