Corner turned

Yesterday, I paid a brief visit to one of my Lucy Job bosses at a location near my home to introduce her to Angelfish.  I got caught up on some of the office gossip in preparation for my return next week, and was much praised for my beautiful baby. Angelfish was snoozy through most of the visit, which was good because we were in a building in which noisy babies probably would not be tolerated well. 

I also visited my old job, and Angelfish was just delightful.  She was awake and flashing smiles from her stroller.  I received a warm reception from former co-workers and met some lovely new people, including an expectant mom who wanted to chat about the local daycare scene.

More importantly, my former boss and I had a chat about the possibility of my returning when the Lucy Job term expired in July.  We have been in touch periodically since I left.  She knows I want to come back, at least for another year.  Because its such a family-friendly work environment and because I really love the work, I could spend my career there, though such positions are few and far between.  She couldn't make any promises, etc., but was hopeful that I could return for at least one year.  I promised to keep in touch.  

It was a hectic two hours overall, but I got home just in time to feed the little munchkin.

I have been feeling pretty good lately. I've been working hard to keep the postpartum at bay.  I haven't felt like crying.  With Bullshark's help, I've been getting some sleep.  I had some friends over for dinner last week.  Its cold outside, yes, but also sunny, which helps a lot.

I go back to work two-three days next week and full time March 14. I am not ready, but I doubt I'll be more ready in two more weeks, so I'm coming to a place of acceptance.  I think I've turned the corner.