Friday, April 29, 2011

Conflicted

Usually, I head out the door in the morning without a backward thought.  My kids are safe and happy, I am in going to work mode. I work at work.  I come home and I don't think about work, except insofar as I have to pump and launder and otherwise prepare for going work.

Today, I was out of sorts. My eyes welled up.  Angelfish is growing so fast. So fast. She coos and ahhhs and talks and gahs nonstop.  I'm missing her babyhood. And I feel as if Clownfish and I haven't had a proper conversation in days.

Work was fine -- nothing new or stressful, but nothing exciting either. It was the first time in a long time that I felt "meh" about my job.  

I'm just tired and cranky, I know.  Nothing some sleep and some family time won't cure.

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